“I wish I could start over! I wish I could be a child again! I remember how happy I was, how free, how innocent my conscience was! There’s no hope for me! I’ve spoiled it all! My heart hurts so bad, I want to just give it all up!”
How many times have I heard that pitiful plea for something that seems so impossible, so far away. But Jesus said that what is impossible for people is possible with God!
First of all, you must realize that all that has happened to you is not God’s fault. He never created you to be washed out, and left for dead! He created you for something special! It is something so special and supernatural that only God can reveal it to you!
You know you never really fit in to the ways of the world! That’s what landed you in so much trouble! You were trying to fit in! You were trying to make people happy! You were trying to be something you weren’t. But if your Creator, God, can get your attention, He can turn everything around into a Divine Destiny Plan for your life that is only yours and is HUGE!! All it takes is realizing your life, as it is, was purchased by God’s virgin born, Incorruptible, God’s own, Alive Blood. It’s the Blood of His own Son, Jesus! If you add to that, your humility, submitting to His Master Plan for your life, you are on your way.
And here is the Master’s Key: When you receive the incorruptible seed of God’s Word into your heart, the Holy Spirit recreates you a totally new person on the inside! AND His supernatural Blood makes your conscience as pure, clean, and innocent as a child’s heart! When you receive the cleansing of the Blood of God’s own Son, you receive a perfectly innocent conscience! All that’s left is to humble yourself under God’s mighty hand, believe it, receive it, start saying it (I have a perfectly innocent conscience by the Blood of Jesus), and feed that newly born again real you the Word of God! With God it is impossible for nothing to happen, and you shall RECOVER all!
Felitia Deer says:
Pastor Elizabeth, I found your Blog!
Thank you!